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For I need to see myself reflected in your eyes to know me at all, to
honour me
as I always knew deep down I should, for me to come alive.”
I know, my beautiful child. I know this and that is why we are here,
you and I,
on this night, your last night and your first, your alpha and your
omega, your
beginning and your end – this is why you came so willingly, quite
against your
thoughts of reason and of any kind of logic, but you knew, just as did
I, that
there is a greater logic, a greater reason and tonight, you and I will
explore
it together, transcend into another world, a new birth for you, a new
birth for
me, for just as I will be your mother and your master, you will be my
lover and
my child and bring to me your youth, your uniqueness, and exactly what
I need,
what I have hungered for and saw within you when we met tonight.
Gently, I bridge the space between us and I touch my lips to yours, a
meeting
of the dimensions, a sensation quite unlike any other, for you are
still there
and not quite here with me, as all the mirrors know, as all reflections
tell
those who would listen – and yet, I can feel you and you can feel me, a
touch
that tingles you and me, a touch that serves to open up the worlds and
layers,
have us know with force that though we think we know the here and here
is all
there is, it’s quite untrue in the most physical sense of them all.
Sweetly, you begin to taste me in return, shyly and yet you are
excited, you
are more than just excited but filled with wonder of this time, of this
encounter and of gladness that your prayers have been answered.
Shh, my little one, so full of physicality you are, so full of old
thoughts and
the cages of your world, there is no need to thank me or to feel this
joy is
not entirely well deserved, earned by rights and by the simple fact
that you
are here.
We are made for one another, were made for one another and tonight, we
celebrate our gifts – I give myself to you and you in turn present
yourself to
me.
He trembles lightly and I take him in my arms, allow myself the most
luxurious
sensation of a contact, still restrained though it may be by the
fabrics that
endeavour to make a barrier, keep apart what cannot be divided, what
seeks to
mesh and deeply re-align, not one unto the other but to make a third, a
newness
that we both aspire to and we both have hungered for, yet cannot ever
know
unless we make this gift of each to one another.
Now, there is nothing that could make us be apart.
Now, there is nothing that could stop the forward rushing, pure delight
and
wonderment, a taste so sweet, delicious and heady, beautiful and
haunting both,
to hold back now would be a pure atrocity of wrongness, and to flow
together,
headlong and joyful, is the holiest that we could ever know.
Another breath from you, and then another – I lose with gladness every
sense of
self and now, together we rush forward, to the endless starry night.
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